Calling

well, it's been far too long since i've blogged to say the least.
i've been overly busy and by the time i get into bed my eyes are just too heavy.

life has been so wonderful lately and blessings have been pouring down like there's no tomorrow. for once in my life i feel like i'm on the right path. it was a long endeavor but i'm entirely content and satisfied with myself, and my life.
doing the right thing and putting God first in my life has finally came along with positive results.
the apprehension i once experienced has now vanished. my head, mind and soul are finally in the right place.
the devil is surely working hard on getting me to cross over to the other side but i've became strong enough to fight it.

two weekends ago i went on a ski trip to west virginia with some church friends. i was in charge since the person who is normally in charge couldn't go. i was delighted to take the position and ready to be in charge of 40+ kids. the whole experience in general was unbelievable. for the first time in my entire life i felt as if God was calling me to do his work. i didn't want to acknowledge it at first because i was merely on that trip to be a leader and help out. but in my heart it felt like something more. days after i still thought about what God wanted from me. and i think it's to get into youth ministries. i'm beyond excited because if this is want he wants from me then i will whole heartedly take on this role.

lately i've been deep into the word because I know that the closer i become with God the easier it is for me to hear him. that feeling of God speaking into my soul about building his kingdom was such a colossal feeling. it continued to tug on my heart and insinuate in my mind. i've never experienced something like that before and i knew that there was a reason that i took on that role in west virginia.

it could be just something that i'll add to "what i've experienced," God's calling, or solely something i was involved in.
regardless i know that God wants to use me for something immeasurable.

xoxo Dom