Life

currently listening to Matthew West and loving all the songs from his latest album.

lately, the weather has been erratic for this time of year. if you were to come visit southwest ohio you would perhaps mistaken our weather for spring. or, for you Twilight lovers (like myself) Forks, Washington. it's been cold, wet, and grey. it almost seems as if the beautiful mother nature has gone to bed and sent a slightly more ominous scenery to take its place.
luckily i have became prone to expect this weather and refrain it from taking a toll on my disposition.

my life and world has finally found its correct position. some minor cracks and crumbles here and there but i've manage to get by. i have my family, my boyfriend, and my best friend. drama free, indeed. classes are well this quarter. keeping a high GPA in a community college is easy. its the university that makes me want to turn to plan b. (the photo down there) be a bum on the beach. paradise, bliss, utopia. unfortunately thats unrealistic.

since day one of this new year i told myself that i was going to throw out some things in my life that was not beneficial.
things like, television. i wasted so much time catching up with celebrities, reality shows, and movies to the point where i feel like i could have invested that time in better things. my time in front of a TV has dwindled drastically.
to better myself i've accredited my time into reading. i'm reading a whopping 3 books. well 2 now. i just finished The Hunger Games. incredible book that kept me on my toes and putting my kindle down not an option. and honestly, my yearn to watch TV is not even an issue.
i've also completely thrown soda out of my diet. as well as junk food. i've decided to treat my inner organs with respect and dedicate two hours of my life a couple times a week to work out.

simply finding an alternative to things that degrade my life actually makes me feel better about myself. it makes me feel better about life in general. i wonder if this is what psychiatrist tells their somber patients. depression has became such a vague word in my dictionary. only because i use it often because of the weather or silly things, but honestly i don't even know what it feels like to feel depressed. or feel really oppressed by things in life.  i feel remorseful for those who suffer from different types of depression. if only depression wasn't even a feeling or even a thought. maybe just my wishful thinking. or...heaven.

this is my plan b.

well, not really..this is my location of my future honeymoon.

haha

xoxo Dom